WHATS WITH IN.....GOD BLESS AMERICA ON THIS MEMORABLE DAY..

BEAUTY MAYBE TRULY WITH IN..BUT IS IT WRONG FOR US TO WANT IT TO COME ON THE OUTSIDE SOMETIMES???




OH MY GOODNESS THE FEEDBACK FROM THAT QUESTION WAS SO OFF THE RADAR I COULDNT EVEN DECIDE WHICH TWO COMMENTS TO PUT UP. I SEE THAT QUESTION THAT I ASKED, AND PEOPLE WHO DO THAT IN A WHOLE DIFFERENT LIGHT IN MANY WAYS.. FOR NOW ON YOU GUYS ARE MY "ONLINE CONSULTANTS"..LOL, AND IM GOIN TO READ OVER THOSE COMMENTS AGAIN AND PUT UP THE 2 I FEEL ARE THE MOST INFORMATIVE. WAT WAS SAID IN SOME OF THOSE COMMENTS WERE VERY INFORMATIVE, BUT MORE SO I WAS EXPECTIN PEOPLE TO REPLY WITH THINGS LIKE; "OH THAT PERSON IS A HOE", BUT U GUYS REALLY BROKE IT DOWN AND THAT GOES TO SHOW PEOPLE OUR AGE ARE WAY AHEAD OF OUR TIME. U GUYS WERE SO EFFECTIVE IN YOUR ANSWER I HAVE ANOTHER QUESTION TO ASK, A GENERAL QUESTION THAT SO MANY MALES/FEMALES DEAL WITH ON A DAILY BASIS...
INSECURITY IS A BIG PROBLEM ESPECIALLY AMONGEST PEOPLE IN THEIR ADOLESCENTS. I TRY TO MAKE MO-BARZ UNDERSTAND ALL THE TIME THAT JUS CUZ U HAVE THE HOT BODY WITH THE PRETTY FACE, AND THE FULL HAIR, OR NICE EYES DOESNT MEAN THAT UR LIVIN THE PERFECT LIFE. PEOPLE ARE REALLY GOIN THRU IT, AND ALOT OF THE TIME THE PROBLEMS ARENT PHYSICAL. ALOT OF PEOPLE ARE MENTALLY OFF BALANCE, SOME FEEL THAT HIS OR HER BEAUTY IS A CURSE BECAUE THEY ARE HELD ON A HIGHER PLATEAU, AND SOCIETY MAKES PEOPLE FEEL THAT WHEN U HAVE A CERTAIN LOOK U OFF THE BACK ARE SUPPOSE TO DO CERTAIN THINGS. PRESSURE WEATHER PEER, OR GENERAL BREEDS INSECURITY BECAUSE U WONDER IF U WILL BE ABLE TO DO IT, OR IF U HAVE WAT IT TAKES TO CUT THE MUSTARD.
ITS SO HARD TO OVER COME IT ESPECIALLY IF IT HAS BEEN A PART OF IT FOR UR WHOLE LIFE WEATHER U NOTICED SUMTHIN U BEEN INSECURE ABOUT SINCE U WERE LITTLE, OR PEOPLE MADE U FEEL THAT WAY ALL UR LIFE.. THEN WHEN PEOPLE LIKE FAMILY, AND FRIENDS SAY OH UR "BEAUTIFUL" U APPRECIATE IT BUT UR MIND CANT HELP BUT TO KNO THAT EVEN THO THEY MEAN IT, ITS STILL COMIN FROM PEOPLE WHO KNO AND LOVE YOU SO ALTHOUGH U APRPRECIATE IT FROM THE BOTTOM OF UR HEART, ITS NOT AS EFFECTIVE.
SO I ASK TO ANYONE READING THIS, HOW CAN ONE OVERCOME A LIFETIME OF INSECURITIES OF "THEMSELVES" WEATHER PHYSICAL, OR MENTAL? AND MAKE THEMSELVES SEE THAT
"HEY IM A BEAUTIFUL PERSON, IM DOPE, AND I AM CONFIDENT ENUFF TO LET MYSELF KNO THAT EVERY CHANCE I GET WITHOUT BEIN LOOKED AT AS CONCEITED, OR COCKY"!!!

No Matter How Hard U Try U Cant Escape The Hate..

I FEEL BLESSED ON THIS SUNDAY AFTER THE STORM LITERALLY, THAT RAIN WAS SUMTHIN ELSE....SMH..LOL

HATE, JEALOUSLY, ENVY IS SUMTHIN THAT NOT JUS CELEBRITIES DEAL WITH, IT GOES ON IN THE LIVES OF EVERDAY PEOPLE. FOR THE LIFE OF ME TIL THIS DAY I DONT UNDERSTAND WHY PEOPLE LOVE TO TAKE JEALOUS JABS AT PEOPLE WHO ARE COMING UP IN LIFE AND THAT ARE SUCCESSFUL. AS MUCH LOVE AS I GET, AND THAT LOVE I APPRECIATE SO MUCH CUZ IT OVER POWERS THE HATE I STILL HAVE TO DEAL WITH THE NAYSAYERS, AND NEGATIVE CRITICS. SOME SAY REAL HURTFUL THINGS THAT CAN BRING YOU TO TEARS AT TIMES, AND IT MAY BE THE WAY OF THE WORLD ESPECIALLY WITH THE LINE OF WORK IM IN, BUT ITS STILL WRONG...
BACK HOME IN HARLEM I WAS THIS SKATER GIRL WHO DANCED AT A LOCAL YOUTH CENTER, I WAS GETTIN LOVE OUT IN THOSE HARLEM STREETS AT THAT TIME WHEN I WAS JUS REGULAR TEYANA, AND DONT GET IT TWISTED I STILL DO BABY.LOL.. MO-BARZ TELLS ME ALL THE TIME THAT IN HIS EYES, AND OTHER PEOPLES EYES IM THE BEST THING TO COME OUT OF HARLEM SINCE MASE. THAT MADE ME THINK, PEOPLE CAN SAY WAT THEY WANT ABOUT THAT MAN BUT HE WAS THE BREATH FOR HARLEM, HE PAVED THE WAY AND ASSISTED IN SOME OF HARLEMS NOTORIETY AS FAR AS MUSIC, AND LIFE OF A PERSON FROM THIS REGION. WAT HE EMBODIED WAS EVERYTHING THAT REPRESENTED A PERSON FROM H-WORLD, HE GOT LOVE ALL OVER THE WORLD PEOPLE WOULD SEE MASE AND LITERALLY PASS OUT, THEY SHUT DOWN MALLS FOR HIM. PEOPLE MUCH OLDER THAN ME ALWAYS TELL ME HE GOT LOVE EVERYWHERE BUT WHEN IT CAME TO HIS HOME HE HAD TO DEAL WITH A LOT OF ENVY, AND IT HURTS WHEN SITUATIONS LIKE THAT HAPPENS BECAUSE U EXPECT YOUR HOME TO SUPPORT YOU BEFORE ANYONE..
HARLEM IS A VERY COMPETITIVE PLACE WE ALL HAVE OUR SWAG, STYLE, WE JUST DO THINGS WITH OUR OWN INGRIDIENTS THATS WAT MAKES US SO POTENT. SOME PEOPLE SEE IT AS A BIG FASHION SHOW,BEST FRIENDS TRY TO OUT DRESS EACH OTHER, THEY HAVE TO HAVE THE BETTER LOOKINNG BOYFRIEND/GIRLFRIEND. THIS GOES FOR PLACES EVERYWHERE BECAUSE WE ALL HAVE HATE PROBLEM IN ALL CITIES RACISM ALSO. I JUST ENCOURAGE MY YOUNG PEOPLE TO LET HATRED GO THRU ONE EAR AND OUT OF THE OTHA. IF U HAVE DREAMS AND GOALS U BETTER PURSUE THOSE GOALS TIL THE END OF TIME, AND IF ALONG THE WAY PEOPLE TALKIN SOME JEALOUSY ISH, JUST GIVE IT A "GIGGLE" THATS WAT I DO.LOL.. IF UR A FAN, WELL MY FANS ARE MY FRIENDS BUT IF YOU LOVE TEYANA TAYLOR AND U ADMIRE WAT I DO, I NEED YOU TO LIVE BY MY CODE GET OUT HERE AND STRIVE!! DONT WORK HARD ENUFF JUS TO PASS THE CLASS AIM FOR THAT PERFECT SCORE,GET OFF YA ASS AND DO SUMTHIN WITH YA LIFE. I WANNA SEE ALL MY PEOPLE AT THE TOP.ITS SUNDAY I HAD TO GIVE A SERMON,(LOL) BUT I REALLY MEAN IT. PEOPLE OUT HERE PLAYIN FOR KEEPS, AND WHERE IM FROM FOR SOME STRANGE REASON ESPECIALLY WHEN IT GETS SUPER HOT TEENS ARE GETTIN SHOT LEFT & RIGHT, ITS LIKE SOMEONE HOPPED OUTTA TRUCK ONE DAY AND STARTED PASSIN OUT GUNS TO ALL THESE YOUNG PEOPLE. I GOT A CALL FROM MO WHILE I WAS AT AN EVENT, JUST THIS PASS FRIDAY A 13 YEAR OLD WAS SHOT IN THE BACK, HE WAS A BYSTANDER IN SOME SHOOTOUT..13?? LIKE COME ON.. PEOPLE OUT HERE BUGGIN THE HELL OUT. U NEVER KNO WHEN GOD IS GONNA FLIP YA SWITCH SO PLEASE GET OUT HERE AND BECOME SUCCESFUL, AND DONT GET SIDE TRACKED BY HIM, OR HER, OR THEM, CUZ ONCE GOD FLIPS THAT SWITCH ITS NO
"GIMMIE ONE MORE CHANCE", ITS OVA!!!
I LOVE YOU GUYS HAVE A BLESSED SUNDAY...IF YOUR IN N.Y OR SURROUNDING AREAS ITS FASHION WEEK DOWN IN TIMES SQUARE 42ND STREET INSIDE BRYANT PARK, COME CHECK IT OUT...LOVE PEACE & HAIR GREASE....

TALK TO ME I'LL TALK BACK......

YEAH THATS MY MOM THE GREATEST..

I JUST GOT MY IPHONE RECENTLY, DO YOU KNO I BEEN THRU AT LEAST 8 ALREADY...SMH...MO-BARZ DROPPED MY LAST ONE ONLY 4 DAYS AFTER I GOT IT...U CANNOT GET ANY INSURANCE ON IT EITHER..APPLE KNOW'S HOW TO MAKE THEIR MONEY BABY M TELLIN YOU....

I WANNA TALK TO U GUYS ABOUT STYLE. DO NOT I REPEAT "DO NOT" HESITITATE TO BE DIFFERENT WHEN IT COMES TO BEING DIFFERENT. NOW I KNO SOME PEOPEL BE BUGGIN OUT WITH SOME OF THEIR THREADS, BUT FOR THE MOST PART TAKE THAT RISK, AND IT DOESTNT HAVE TO BE NO SUPER EXPENSIVE SHIT, AND IT DOESNT HAVE TO BE FROM THE 80'S THATS NOT THE ONLY ERA THAT EVER EXISTED. OH YEAH BY THE WAY SO WAT IF U WERENT FROM THE 80'S ITS OK TO STILL CELEBRATE THAT ERA WHEN IT COMES TO FASHION, ITS NOT LIKE ME, AND OTHERS LIKE ME R RUNNING AROUND CELEBRATING THE CRACK EPIDEMIC OF THE 80'S LIKE SOME DO!! WERE BRING BACK THAT FASHION OF THAT POINT & TIME...(SOME GUY MADE A COMMENT ABOUT THAT EARLIER..SMH) AND IF U LOOK AT IT I WEAR 2DAYS FASHIONS AND THE ONLY REAL 80'S THING I DO IS WEAR SOME DOOR KNOCKERS, AND A ROPE CHAIN, I HARDLY WEAR A ROPE ANYMORE BUT I WILL ALWAYS LOVE THAT.. BUT BRANCH OFF U MIGHT COME OUT WITH SOMETHING DOPE & TRENDY. NOT TO TOOT MY OWN HORN OR ANYTHING BECAUSE I AM BLESSED TO HAVE PEOPLE TAKE FROM MY STYLE. I AM A SKATEBOARDER, I PRACTICE RIGHT IN HARLEM AS MUCH AS I CAN. I WORE CARGO SHORTS TO KEEP MY LEGS LOOSE WHEN I TRY TO DO TRICKS, AND I THOUGHT THEY WERE PRETTY DOPE...LOL...NEXT THING I KNO I SEEN BIG HAIR UNDER HATS, CARGO SHORTS, AND ROPE CHAINS RUNNIN ALL THRU HARLEM!1 I WAS SO TOUCHED BECAUSE I KNO I BROKE THAT IN AND IT WAS BEAUTIFUL I THANK EVERY PERSON ON A DAILY BABSIS WHO THINKS IM COOL AND THAT MAY WANT TO TAKE A LITTLE FROM MY IMAGE.


BEIN THE ONLY GIRL IN MY NEIGHBORHOOD GROWIN UP SURROUNDED BY GIRLS WHO NORMALLY WOULD MUCH RATHER WEAR SKIRTS, HEELS 3 INCHES & BETTER WAS ODD AT 1ST BUT AS I GOT OLDER I REALIZED I ALWAYS BEEN DIFFERENT SO IT WAS JUST A MATTER OF FINDING MY LANE AND RIDING IT WELL.. YOU CAN GO TO MY MYSPACE PAGE AND SEE MY BABY PIC WHEN I WAS LIKE 2 THAT RIGHT THERE CAN TELL U I WAS ALWAYS ON THE OPPOSITE SIDE OF THE "NORMAL" TRACK...LMAO..THATS Y I ENCOURAGE ALL WEATHER FASHION, MUSIC, OR HOBBIES TO DO WAT U WANNA DO..BUT NEVER, AND I MEAN NEVER THIS RULE HAS BEEN IN AFFECT FOR YEARS, DO NOT TRY TO BE SUMTHIN YOUR NOT!! IT ONLY TAKES AWAY FROM YOURSELF...BELIEVE THAT....


I WANNA FINISH OFF WITH THIS FUNNY VIDEO..I HAVE A FRIEND FROM BACK IN MY HOMETOWN IN HARLEM WHO HAS A HUNGER FOR THE RAP THING BUT HE'S ORIGINALLY A PRODUCER. HIS NAME IS "FAT DIDD", HE MAY REMIND YOU OF BIGGIE, OR RICK ROSS BECAUSE OF HIS LOOK, BUT HE HAS HIS OWN STYLE.. HE RECORDED A SONG TITLED "CHAIN GO BLING"..LOL..ITS CUTE, HE RECORDED A YOUTUBE VIDEO IN A MIAMI HOTEL ROOM WITH HIS FELLAS IN WHICH THEY ALL HAVE A CREW CALLED "MOST HATED" THOSE ARE MY BIG BROTHERS..THIS VIDEO CRACKS ME UP.HERE'S THE LINK TO THE VIDEO I CANT SEEM TO POST IT UP...SMH http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pZUv0xuJteE.CHECK IT OUT..I LOVE YOU GUYS SEE YOU 2MORROW BRIGHT & EARLY....

Me & My Right Hand Mo-Barz Were Brainstorming And...

I TOLD U IT WAS GONNA BE ROASTING HOT YESTERDAY...I WAS READING ONE OF THE COMMENTS FROM A PERSON IN GEORGIA AND HE SAID ITS HOT LIKE THE DEVILS TOENAILS..I STARTED ROLLING....THANKS FOR THE LAFF...

ANNNNYYYYWHOOOO.....SO I WANNA GET YOU ALL FAMILIAR WITH A TERM IN HARLEM WE USE CALLED "FLOW", YES FLOW....FLOW IS WHEN U HAVE A GUY OR GIRL NOT AT ALL UR BOYFRIEND/GIRLFRIEND BUT JUST SOMEONE U KICK IT WITH MOVIES, CUDDLING, TALKS.. SOME PEOPLE WHERE IM FROM EVEN HAVE "MAIN FLOW" WHICH MEANS THAT ALL OF THE FLOW U HAVE IS IN THE SAME CATEGORY, BUT THIS ONE PARTICULAR FLOW IS ABOVE THE REST OF THEM, LADIES I KNO YA CAN RELATE!! THIS PARTICULAR FLOW IS ONLY INCHES AWAY FROM BECOMING THE POTENTIAL "BOYFRIEND", WHEN THAT HAPPENS YOU PUT ALL OF UR OTHER FLOW ON "ICE", BUT YOU KEEP THEM NEARBY CUZ U NEVER KNOW WHEN UR BOYFRIEND MAY PRESENT HIME SELF IN A "FLOW" MANNER, THEN HE GOES BACK TO THE BOTTOM OF THE BARREL....LOL.....LMAO....

SNEAKER TIME...MY SNEAKER OF CHOICE RIGHT NOW ARE EITHER JORDANS OR SUPRAS....SUPRAS ARE SO DOPE I LOVE EM TO DEATH. I CAN ALWAYS ROCK A PAIR OF DOPE BLAZERS, OR SOME ILL DUNKS, BUT FOR NOW ITS ALL ABOUT A SUPRA....

I MISSED THE MCCAIN SPEECH LAST NIGHT BUT THE PALIN CHICK AW MAN SHES REAL SLICK WITH HER MOUTH. THE OTHER NIGHT WHEN SHE SPOKE DID U HEAR ALL THOSE CHEAP SHOTS SHE WAS TAKING AT OBAMA. ITS ALMOST AS IF THATS ALL SHE WANTED TO DO CUZ SHE WASNT GETTIN DOWN TO THE NITTY GRITTY OF WHAT WAS IMPORTANT... I GUESS SHE FELT HER MODERATELY FUNNY BUT POINTLESS CHEAPSHOTS ABOUT OBAMA WOULD WIN THE CROWD OVER, BUT YOU GOTTA COME HARDER THAN THAT MY GKO..(THATS A SLANG TERM I USE..LOL)..I LOVE YOU GUYS THANKS FOR READING SEE U 2MORROW EARLY, U ALL BETTER WAKE UP, IM DEAD SERIOUS!!!!