Friday, September 12, 2008

ITS FRIDAY & THE WEEKENDS HERE....-ZHANE

SO 2DAY IMA GO LIGHT, BUT IM DEFINATELY GOIN TO POST UP THE 2 COMMENTS I FELT GRABBED ME THE MOST BUT ALL OF U GUYS SAID SOME REAL DEEP ISH, LIKE U BROKE IT DOWN IN A WAY THAT MADE ME SEE IT FROM NEW ANGLES, AND I REALLY LOVE THAT IT SHOWS THAT WE ALL HAVE DIFFERENT WAYS OF SEEING THINGS, AND IM GOIN TO RELATE THESE COMMENTS TO PEOPLE THAT ARE DEALING WITH THIS TOPIC...I LOVE U GUYS SEE U ON THE FLIP SIDE....OH YEAH THEY PLAYED MO-BARZ SINGLE "WORK IT OUT" ON RADIO SO PLEASE CALL INTO YOUR STATIONS AND KEEP REQUESTING "GOOGLE ME" ALONG WITH WORK IT OUT"...THANKS FOR ALL THE LOVE AND SUPPORT OH YEAH THE NEW SINGLE FROM URS TRULY TEYANA TAYLOR IS COMIN REAL SOON....

COMMENT 1......
CanaryBird said...
For me, it has to do with my faith. As you get older and grow you learn not only things about your faith, but also things about yourself. I believe everything happens for a reason and God doesn't make mistakes. When God created me, he created me in the image that was appealing to Him. So, every imperfection and every detail about me was done because He wanted me to be that way. If God wanted me to have green eyes he would've given me green eyes. If he wanted me to have longer hair he would've given me longer hair. If my imperfections are good enough for Him, why can't my imperfections be good enough for me?

I understand the influence the media has, peer pressure and things of that nature. I've been told I was never and would never be pretty enough. It took me a long time, but I've learned no matter how pretty I was or how smart I was, I would never be enough for some people. I'm learning to accept myself for who I am, what I am, and what I look like. As long as I like who I am, everything will be alright. If I don't like the way I look physically, I'll hit the gym and change it.

As far as insecurities go, they'll always be there. Everyone second guesses themselves every now and again. We're human. No one is perfect. I think you just have to learn to accept who and what you are.


COMMENT 2
.schrody. say what? said...
I think the only time we as people are insecure Is when we feel someone else, has or Is something better than us. Security Is being aware of the greatness around you, but being confident enough to know what you got Is great in It's own way. It's not something that has a one, two step process to achieving, It's something every individual has to figure out how to do on they're own.

September 11, 2008 11:07 AM

Thursday, September 11, 2008

WHATS WITH IN.....GOD BLESS AMERICA ON THIS MEMORABLE DAY..


BEAUTY MAYBE TRULY WITH IN..BUT IS IT WRONG FOR US TO WANT IT TO COME ON THE OUTSIDE SOMETIMES???




OH MY GOODNESS THE FEEDBACK FROM THAT QUESTION WAS SO OFF THE RADAR I COULDNT EVEN DECIDE WHICH TWO COMMENTS TO PUT UP. I SEE THAT QUESTION THAT I ASKED, AND PEOPLE WHO DO THAT IN A WHOLE DIFFERENT LIGHT IN MANY WAYS.. FOR NOW ON YOU GUYS ARE MY "ONLINE CONSULTANTS"..LOL, AND IM GOIN TO READ OVER THOSE COMMENTS AGAIN AND PUT UP THE 2 I FEEL ARE THE MOST INFORMATIVE. WAT WAS SAID IN SOME OF THOSE COMMENTS WERE VERY INFORMATIVE, BUT MORE SO I WAS EXPECTIN PEOPLE TO REPLY WITH THINGS LIKE; "OH THAT PERSON IS A HOE", BUT U GUYS REALLY BROKE IT DOWN AND THAT GOES TO SHOW PEOPLE OUR AGE ARE WAY AHEAD OF OUR TIME. U GUYS WERE SO EFFECTIVE IN YOUR ANSWER I HAVE ANOTHER QUESTION TO ASK, A GENERAL QUESTION THAT SO MANY MALES/FEMALES DEAL WITH ON A DAILY BASIS...
INSECURITY IS A BIG PROBLEM ESPECIALLY AMONGEST PEOPLE IN THEIR ADOLESCENTS. I TRY TO MAKE MO-BARZ UNDERSTAND ALL THE TIME THAT JUS CUZ U HAVE THE HOT BODY WITH THE PRETTY FACE, AND THE FULL HAIR, OR NICE EYES DOESNT MEAN THAT UR LIVIN THE PERFECT LIFE. PEOPLE ARE REALLY GOIN THRU IT, AND ALOT OF THE TIME THE PROBLEMS ARENT PHYSICAL. ALOT OF PEOPLE ARE MENTALLY OFF BALANCE, SOME FEEL THAT HIS OR HER BEAUTY IS A CURSE BECAUE THEY ARE HELD ON A HIGHER PLATEAU, AND SOCIETY MAKES PEOPLE FEEL THAT WHEN U HAVE A CERTAIN LOOK U OFF THE BACK ARE SUPPOSE TO DO CERTAIN THINGS. PRESSURE WEATHER PEER, OR GENERAL BREEDS INSECURITY BECAUSE U WONDER IF U WILL BE ABLE TO DO IT, OR IF U HAVE WAT IT TAKES TO CUT THE MUSTARD.
ITS SO HARD TO OVER COME IT ESPECIALLY IF IT HAS BEEN A PART OF IT FOR UR WHOLE LIFE WEATHER U NOTICED SUMTHIN U BEEN INSECURE ABOUT SINCE U WERE LITTLE, OR PEOPLE MADE U FEEL THAT WAY ALL UR LIFE.. THEN WHEN PEOPLE LIKE FAMILY, AND FRIENDS SAY OH UR "BEAUTIFUL" U APPRECIATE IT BUT UR MIND CANT HELP BUT TO KNO THAT EVEN THO THEY MEAN IT, ITS STILL COMIN FROM PEOPLE WHO KNO AND LOVE YOU SO ALTHOUGH U APRPRECIATE IT FROM THE BOTTOM OF UR HEART, ITS NOT AS EFFECTIVE.
SO I ASK TO ANYONE READING THIS, HOW CAN ONE OVERCOME A LIFETIME OF INSECURITIES OF "THEMSELVES" WEATHER PHYSICAL, OR MENTAL? AND MAKE THEMSELVES SEE THAT
"HEY IM A BEAUTIFUL PERSON, IM DOPE, AND I AM CONFIDENT ENUFF TO LET MYSELF KNO THAT EVERY CHANCE I GET WITHOUT BEIN LOOKED AT AS CONCEITED, OR COCKY"!!!

Wednesday, September 10, 2008

SIT DOWN AND LEARN MY LINGO....




SO YEAH I WAS WONDERING,MO-BARZ AND ME WERE HAVIN THIS TALK LAST NIGHT CUZ WE WERE DEBATING ABOUT A PERSON WE KNO, AND COULDNT REALLY COME TO AN AGREEMENT ON THIS... I JUST WANTED TO KNO EVERYONES OPINION ON THIS.... LETS SAY ITS A GUY/GIRL RIGHT AND THEY HAVE NO SPOUSE, THEY ARE NOT COMMITTED TO ANYONE, AND THEY GIVE MAD PEOPLE THEIR NUMBER, THEY GO HANG OUT WITH THEM SOME MAY EVEN STAY OVER AT THAT PERSONS HOUSE BUT NOTHIN MORE THAN A LITTLE KISSIN & TOUCHIN. AT THE SAME TIME THO THEY DO IT WITH NUMEROUS PEOPLE, BUT NEVER "SEX"... WHAT WOULD U CATEGORIZE THAT PERSON AS.....


OKAY SO YEAH I JUS WANNA GO LIGHT 2DAY....I WANNA GET YOU GUYS FAMILIAR WITH MY SLANG 2DAY CUZ I WILL BE USING IT AND IF UR GONNA HANG WITH TEYANA U HAVE TO GET THIS DOWN PACT...

""FLOW""--MALE OR FEMALE OPTIONS...LOL...THAT JUS SUMS IT UP...

""MY GKO""--SORTA LIKE WHASSUP HOMIE, OR WHATS GOIN ON PLAYA, BUT REPLACE IT WITH MY "GKO"...LOL

""TALK MY NIGGA""--SAY SOMEONE IS TELLIN U A STORY AND IT SOUNDS A LITTLE FISHY OR UNTRUE, OR LETS SAY SOMEONE SAYS "YO ELVIS IS REALLY ALIVE", U RESPOND IN A SOMEWHAT AGGRESIVE VOICE AND SAY "TALK MY NIGGA"...IT EVEN WORKS WITH EVERYDAY THINGS IF U WAKE UP IN THE MORNIN AND WALK PASS THE BATHROOM AND SEE YA LIL SIS BRUSHIN HER TEETH U SAY.."BRUSH YA TEETH MY NIGGA"...LOL..BELIEVE ME ITS GET FUNNY ONCE U HAVE IT DOWN PACT, U CAN REPLACE NIGGA WITH MY GKO IF U CHOOSE, ITS JUS THAT IT STARTED OFF LIKE THAT...LOL

JUS GET THESE 3 DOWN PACT AND UR IN!!....LOL..GOTTA SUPER BUSY DAY TODAY IMA SEE U GUYS 2MORROW EARLY...OH YEAH PLEASE GIMMIE UR FEED BACK ON THAT QUESTION....IMA POST LIKE BEST 2 I FEEL ARE SUPER "ACCURATE" COMMENTS IN MY BLOG 2MORROW..LOVE YOU GUYS...

Tuesday, September 9, 2008

JUST LIKE MUSIC......

BIG L REST IN PEACE......




THE OTHER DAY WHEN I WAS TALKIN ABOUT WAT TYPE OF PEOPLE HARLEM BREEDS, IT MADE ME WANT TO ALSO DISCUSS A REGION IN NEW YORK THAT IS THE MOST KNOWN AND VISITED BUT AT THE SAME TIME WHEN IT COMES TO TAKIN US SERIOUS AS FAR AS MUSIC GOES WERE KINDA GET PUSHED TO THE BOTTOM OF THE BARREL...
I LOOK AT BROOKLYN THEY HAVE JAY-Z, BIGGIE, FOXY, LIL' KIM, FABOLOUS, STATEN ISLAND HAS THE WU TANG CLAN AND ALL OF THEM ARE DOPE ARTIST (I LOVE GHOSTFACE), BX HAS FAT JOE, REMY, CORY GUNZ IS ON THE COME UP, KRS (MY FAVORITE), QUEENS HAS NAS,
50, AZ, N.O.R.E. THOSE BOROUGHS AND ARTIST ARE MAKING IT HAPPEN LIKE IF ANY ARTIST IN THOSE REGIONS JUST HAPPENS TO HAVE A SLIGHT DRY SPELL SOMEONE ELSE IS PICKING IT UP AND RUNNING WITH THE TORCH. HARLEM AS FAR AS THE MUSIC WE HAVE BEEN TRYING TO GET ON THAT CARRIAGE BUT WE SEEM TO KEEP SLIPPIN OFF. SINCE MASE IT HASNT REALLY BEEN A CRAZY HARLEM MANIA, WE HAD THAT SHORT RUN WHEN THE HARLEM SHAKE CAME OUT, THEN THAT DIED DOWN. MASE MADE HIS RETURN PEOPLE WERE SO HAPPY, U SHOULDA SEEN MO-BARZ CUZ HE LOVES MASE TO DEATH, BUT EVEN HE WAS DISSAPOINTED WHEN THAT FELL THRU. CHICKEN NOODLE SOUP BROKE IN, YOU SHOULD HAVE SEEN HARLEM WE WERE HAPPY LIKE "YAYYY" WE BACK!! THAT BECAME ILL FADED. IT JUST STARTED BECOME MUSIC THAT WOULD BE RECORDED FOR FUN THEN IT WOULD JUST HAPPEN TO MAKE THE RADIO CUZ YOU KNO THE KIDS LIKE IT, OR THATS JUST WHATS IN RIGHT NOW. FOR A VERY LONG TIME HARLEM HASNT HAD THAT RUN AND ITS STARTING TO SINK INTO PEOPLES MINDS THAT SOMEONE NEEDS TO BRING IT BACK, AND I REALLY BELIEVE I AM THAT PERSON BUT I WANT OTHER PEOPLE INSTEAD OF COMMENTING NEGATIVELY TO GET ON THE BALL AND JOIN ME IN THIS QUEST OF WORLD DOMINATION AND BRINGIN HARLEM BACK TO ITS FEET...
GOOGLE ME I LOVED IT, BUT I HAVE SOME DEEPER WAY MORE AWESOME MUSIC COMING ON MY ALBUM BELIEVE ME WHEN I TELL YOU. IM A YOUNG LADY WITH ALOT OF SUBSTANCE I HAVE SONGS THATS GONNA MAKE U CRY, AND SERIOUSLY ZONE U OUT WEATHER UR IN THE CAR, IPOD, SHOWER WHEREVER... I LOVE HARLEM I CANT GET ENOUGH OF IT, ITS BIGGER THAN US WANTING TO DRESS AND LOOK FOR "FLOW" ALL DAY LONG..DO ANY OF U EVER GET THAT FEELING THAT WHEREVER U LIVE U CAN PUT YOUR HOOD ON THE MAP EVEN FOR THE 1ST TIME?? WELL IF YES THEN WE FEEL THE SAME WAY CUZ I BELIEVE IN MYSELF, AND I BELIEVE IN MY TOWN... HARLEMS HISTORY OF COCKINESS, & ATTITUDES ALONE WONT LET SOME LISTENERS EVEN GIVE US A CHANCE TO HEAR OUR MUSIC SOME PEOPLE IN HARLEM FEEL. ITS NOT THAT PEOPLE JUST WANNA HEAR GOOD MUSIC. THE DANCE MUSIC IS COOL WE NEED THAT TO JUST HAVE FUN AND FEEL GOOD. WHAT ABOUT THOSE YOUNG OR OLD WHO WANNA SIT BACK AND RELATE TO THE ARTIST, WE ALL CAN RELATE TO DANCING, I LOVE DANCING IM A DANCER!!...LOL..BUT I ALSO FEEL PAIN, I ALSO LOST LOVED ONES, I ALSO CAME FROM CRACK INFESTED NEIGBORHOODS FILLED WITH CRACK INFESTED PEOPLE, HALLWAYS THAT SMELL LIKE PISS, MURDERS WHERE KIDS WERE KIDNAPPED AND HAD THEIR FINGERS CHOPPED OFF AND LEFT UNDER A SINK IN MCDONALDS PEOPLE WANT TO HEAR "THE REAL".. TALK ABOUT IT TREAT THE FAN AS IF HE OR SHE IS YOUR SHRINK AND LET IT ALL OUT.... SOME PEOPLE THAT LISTEN TO MUSIC HAVE A GOOD GIFT OF "LISTENING" AND COMPREHENDING, THEY JUST DONT WANNA LISTEN TO SUMTHIN UNREAL, OR IRELEVANT..IM ONLY 17 SO PEOPLE EXPECT ME TO RAP & SING ABOUT CERTAIN THINGS A GIRL MY AGE GOES THRU. IMA KID I EAT CEREAL, AND WATCH CARTOONS, BUT I ALSO GO THRU IT AT TIME AS A YOUNG LADY THATS BLACK, I KNO MY LADIES FEEL ME..SEND ME A COMMENT IF U KNO WHERE IM COMING FROM...LOL..HARLEM HAS A GOOD TOURIST ATTRACTION RATE, KNOWN RESTURANTS, KNOWN FOR THE BASKETBALL, KNOWN FOR THE AFRICAN ARTS & CULTURE, KNOWN FOR THE STYLE & FASHION, THEY EVEN ARE KNOWN FOR THE LEGENDARY DRUG DEALERS FROM THE 80'S LIKE COME ON...SO LETS ADD ONE MORE TO THE EQUATION AND BE KNOWN FOR THAT GOOD MUSIC ONCE AGAIN...U GOT MASE, BIG L,DOUG E FRESH, MCGRUFF, ALICIA KEYS, DIDDY, LOON,
CAM'RON,
THAT HAS PAVED, AND IS NOW PAVING THE WAY. SO NOW THE TORCHES ARE PASSED ON TO ARTIST LIKE CHARLES HAMILTON, JAE MILLZ, YOUNG B, SQUARE OFF,
MO-BARZ AND MYSELF. ITS JUST THAT NOW WE HAVE TO DO IT RIGHT OR WE NEED NOT DO IT AT ALL... I LOVE YOU GUYS SEE YOU 2MORROW....

Monday, September 8, 2008

TRUE FRIENDS!! HOW MANY OF US HAVE THEM??



THIS PIC...I CANT STAND IT...BUT ITS POSTED.LOL

WOW!!THATS CRAZY!! FRIENDS I DONT KNO ABOUT EVERYONE ELSE BUT I TAKE MINES SERIOUSLY.. A WEAKNESS I HAVE IS THAT LIKE I MAKE FRIENDS QUICK LIKE IF I JUS MEET U THAT DAY I WILL MAKE U FEEL COMFORTABLE AROUND THE REST OF US I'LL SPEND THE DAY MAKIN SURE U DONT FEEL LEFT OUT. NOW BEIN IN THE POSITION THAT I AM IN I HAVE TO BE WEARY OF WHO I MEET AND POLITIC WITH, BECAUSE EVERYONE'S MISSION ISN'T TO BE YOU FRIEND.
I HAVE A CIRCLE OF FRIENDS LIKE AN OFFICIAL CIRCLE. IF YOU GO TO MO-BARZ PAGE AND LOOK AT HIS PICS WWW.MYSPACE.COM/MOBARS U WILL SEE A PHOTO ALBUM TITLED "MY CIRCLE" OR SUMTHIN LIKE THAT AND THOSE R THE PEOPLE I DEAL WITH ON A REGULAR BASIS. I TREAT FRIENDSHIPS AS IF IT WAS A MARRIAGE, I AM A VERY LOYAL PERSON. I DONT EVEN KNO HOW TO SAY THE WORD "NO"..LOL..THEY NEED IT AND I GOT IT TO GIVE, ITS THEIRS.. ITS EVEN MORE EASIER FOR ME TO GIVE TO THEM BECAUSE THEY GIVE TO ME SO FREELY. MO-BARZ HE CONTROLS THE CIRCLE HE MAKES SURE EVERYONE IS ON POINT HE'S LIKE A 24 HOUR GUARD HE DOESNT LET ANYONE THATS OUTSIDE THE CIRCLE IN, MEANING PEOPLE LIKE TO GET IN AND MESS THINGS UP OUT OF ENVY CUZ SOME PEOPLE JUST CANT STAND A GOOD FRIENDSHIP THEY EITHER SAY IGNORANT THINGS LIKE "WHEN THEY STARTED HANGING OUT?", "OH THEY DATING"
"OR THEY JUST AROUND FOR THIS AND THAT". ALL THAT STUFF HAPPENS WHEN U ON THE COME UP AND THAT REFERS TO WHAT I WAS TALKIN ABOUT YESTERDAY WITH THE HATERS,
(AND THE COMENTS WERE AMAZING YESTERDAY IM BLOGGIN WITH SOME DOPE ASS INTELLIGENT PEOPLE...)...LOL!!
MY FRIENDS KEEP ME SANE. I HAVE A 2PAC TEMPER AT TIMES LIKE CUZ PEOPLE ALWAYS TRY TO PLAY ME AND COME AT ME, AND I AINT HAVIN IT. YOU HAVE TO FIND YOU THAT
"ONE FRIEND" IT DOESNT HAVE TO BE A CIRCLE, WE HAVE A CIRCLE CUZ WE ALL HAVE A MISSION, SOME DOING ENTERTAINMENT, STYLIN, SCHOOL, AND SOME R JUS HAPPY WITH THE 9 TO 5. MY FRIENDS DONT WAIT ON ME THEY GET OUT THERE AND MAKE MOVES, WE ALL TRYIN TO EAT OUT HERE BABY...LOL..SEE HOW LOYAL THE PEOPLE AROUND YOU ARE, ASK THEM QUESTIONS SEE HOW FAR THEY WOULD GO WHEN IT COMES TO BEIN THAT TRUE FRIEND. DO EVERYTHING UR SUPPOSE TO DO AS A GREAT FRIEND, IF THEY DONT MEASURE UP TO YOUR LEVEL OF LOYALTY & LOVE, WELL U KNO WAT U GOTTA DO! ALL THAT THIS IS MY "ASSOCIATE" MAN 4GET ALL OF THAT.. ITS EITHER YOUR FRIEND OR NOT!! MATTER OF FACT WHEN U COMMENT BAC PLEASE BREAK THAT DOWN TO ME BECAUSE ALOT OF THING PEOPLE DO WITH ASSOCIATES THEY DO WITH FRIENDS, UNLESS YOU LITERALLY SAYIN HI AND BY AND NOT STOPPIN FOR ANYTHING.. PEOPLE IN THE HOOD BEEN GETTIN TO CLASSY LATELY."THATS MY ASSOCIATE"...LMAO..JUS TEASIN.. ITS PEOPLE IN THIS INDUSTRY WITH MILLIONS BUT THEY LONELY!! NO FAMILY, NO FRIENDS THEY ALL MESSED UP IN THE HEAD. IM TRYIN TO LIVE MINES UP WITH MY FAMILY & CLOSEST FRIENDS. I WANNA REFER BACK TO WHEN I SAID WHEN GOD CALLS YA # THATS IT!! YOU CANT HAVE A ARMORED TRUCK FOLLOWING YOUR CASKET DOWN THE STREET!! YOU CANT TAKE THAT MONEY WITH YOU, LIVE IT UP, BUT DO IT WITH LOVING, HONEST, GOD FEARING PEOPLE THAT YOU KNOW FOR A FACT U CAN SAY "HEY THATS MY FRIEND"!! I LOVE YOU GUYS SEE U IN THE MORNIN!!!!

Sunday, September 7, 2008

No Matter How Hard U Try U Cant Escape The Hate..




I FEEL BLESSED ON THIS SUNDAY AFTER THE STORM LITERALLY, THAT RAIN WAS SUMTHIN ELSE....SMH..LOL

HATE, JEALOUSLY, ENVY IS SUMTHIN THAT NOT JUS CELEBRITIES DEAL WITH, IT GOES ON IN THE LIVES OF EVERDAY PEOPLE. FOR THE LIFE OF ME TIL THIS DAY I DONT UNDERSTAND WHY PEOPLE LOVE TO TAKE JEALOUS JABS AT PEOPLE WHO ARE COMING UP IN LIFE AND THAT ARE SUCCESSFUL. AS MUCH LOVE AS I GET, AND THAT LOVE I APPRECIATE SO MUCH CUZ IT OVER POWERS THE HATE I STILL HAVE TO DEAL WITH THE NAYSAYERS, AND NEGATIVE CRITICS. SOME SAY REAL HURTFUL THINGS THAT CAN BRING YOU TO TEARS AT TIMES, AND IT MAY BE THE WAY OF THE WORLD ESPECIALLY WITH THE LINE OF WORK IM IN, BUT ITS STILL WRONG...
BACK HOME IN HARLEM I WAS THIS SKATER GIRL WHO DANCED AT A LOCAL YOUTH CENTER, I WAS GETTIN LOVE OUT IN THOSE HARLEM STREETS AT THAT TIME WHEN I WAS JUS REGULAR TEYANA, AND DONT GET IT TWISTED I STILL DO BABY.LOL.. MO-BARZ TELLS ME ALL THE TIME THAT IN HIS EYES, AND OTHER PEOPLES EYES IM THE BEST THING TO COME OUT OF HARLEM SINCE MASE. THAT MADE ME THINK, PEOPLE CAN SAY WAT THEY WANT ABOUT THAT MAN BUT HE WAS THE BREATH FOR HARLEM, HE PAVED THE WAY AND ASSISTED IN SOME OF HARLEMS NOTORIETY AS FAR AS MUSIC, AND LIFE OF A PERSON FROM THIS REGION. WAT HE EMBODIED WAS EVERYTHING THAT REPRESENTED A PERSON FROM H-WORLD, HE GOT LOVE ALL OVER THE WORLD PEOPLE WOULD SEE MASE AND LITERALLY PASS OUT, THEY SHUT DOWN MALLS FOR HIM. PEOPLE MUCH OLDER THAN ME ALWAYS TELL ME HE GOT LOVE EVERYWHERE BUT WHEN IT CAME TO HIS HOME HE HAD TO DEAL WITH A LOT OF ENVY, AND IT HURTS WHEN SITUATIONS LIKE THAT HAPPENS BECAUSE U EXPECT YOUR HOME TO SUPPORT YOU BEFORE ANYONE..
HARLEM IS A VERY COMPETITIVE PLACE WE ALL HAVE OUR SWAG, STYLE, WE JUST DO THINGS WITH OUR OWN INGRIDIENTS THATS WAT MAKES US SO POTENT. SOME PEOPLE SEE IT AS A BIG FASHION SHOW,BEST FRIENDS TRY TO OUT DRESS EACH OTHER, THEY HAVE TO HAVE THE BETTER LOOKINNG BOYFRIEND/GIRLFRIEND. THIS GOES FOR PLACES EVERYWHERE BECAUSE WE ALL HAVE HATE PROBLEM IN ALL CITIES RACISM ALSO. I JUST ENCOURAGE MY YOUNG PEOPLE TO LET HATRED GO THRU ONE EAR AND OUT OF THE OTHA. IF U HAVE DREAMS AND GOALS U BETTER PURSUE THOSE GOALS TIL THE END OF TIME, AND IF ALONG THE WAY PEOPLE TALKIN SOME JEALOUSY ISH, JUST GIVE IT A "GIGGLE" THATS WAT I DO.LOL.. IF UR A FAN, WELL MY FANS ARE MY FRIENDS BUT IF YOU LOVE TEYANA TAYLOR AND U ADMIRE WAT I DO, I NEED YOU TO LIVE BY MY CODE GET OUT HERE AND STRIVE!! DONT WORK HARD ENUFF JUS TO PASS THE CLASS AIM FOR THAT PERFECT SCORE,GET OFF YA ASS AND DO SUMTHIN WITH YA LIFE. I WANNA SEE ALL MY PEOPLE AT THE TOP.ITS SUNDAY I HAD TO GIVE A SERMON,(LOL) BUT I REALLY MEAN IT. PEOPLE OUT HERE PLAYIN FOR KEEPS, AND WHERE IM FROM FOR SOME STRANGE REASON ESPECIALLY WHEN IT GETS SUPER HOT TEENS ARE GETTIN SHOT LEFT & RIGHT, ITS LIKE SOMEONE HOPPED OUTTA TRUCK ONE DAY AND STARTED PASSIN OUT GUNS TO ALL THESE YOUNG PEOPLE. I GOT A CALL FROM MO WHILE I WAS AT AN EVENT, JUST THIS PASS FRIDAY A 13 YEAR OLD WAS SHOT IN THE BACK, HE WAS A BYSTANDER IN SOME SHOOTOUT..13?? LIKE COME ON.. PEOPLE OUT HERE BUGGIN THE HELL OUT. U NEVER KNO WHEN GOD IS GONNA FLIP YA SWITCH SO PLEASE GET OUT HERE AND BECOME SUCCESFUL, AND DONT GET SIDE TRACKED BY HIM, OR HER, OR THEM, CUZ ONCE GOD FLIPS THAT SWITCH ITS NO
"GIMMIE ONE MORE CHANCE", ITS OVA!!!
I LOVE YOU GUYS HAVE A BLESSED SUNDAY...IF YOUR IN N.Y OR SURROUNDING AREAS ITS FASHION WEEK DOWN IN TIMES SQUARE 42ND STREET INSIDE BRYANT PARK, COME CHECK IT OUT...LOVE PEACE & HAIR GREASE....

Saturday, September 6, 2008

TALK TO ME I'LL TALK BACK......





YEAH THATS MY MOM THE GREATEST..

I JUST GOT MY IPHONE RECENTLY, DO YOU KNO I BEEN THRU AT LEAST 8 ALREADY...SMH...MO-BARZ DROPPED MY LAST ONE ONLY 4 DAYS AFTER I GOT IT...U CANNOT GET ANY INSURANCE ON IT EITHER..APPLE KNOW'S HOW TO MAKE THEIR MONEY BABY M TELLIN YOU....

I WANNA TALK TO U GUYS ABOUT STYLE. DO NOT I REPEAT "DO NOT" HESITITATE TO BE DIFFERENT WHEN IT COMES TO BEING DIFFERENT. NOW I KNO SOME PEOPEL BE BUGGIN OUT WITH SOME OF THEIR THREADS, BUT FOR THE MOST PART TAKE THAT RISK, AND IT DOESTNT HAVE TO BE NO SUPER EXPENSIVE SHIT, AND IT DOESNT HAVE TO BE FROM THE 80'S THATS NOT THE ONLY ERA THAT EVER EXISTED. OH YEAH BY THE WAY SO WAT IF U WERENT FROM THE 80'S ITS OK TO STILL CELEBRATE THAT ERA WHEN IT COMES TO FASHION, ITS NOT LIKE ME, AND OTHERS LIKE ME R RUNNING AROUND CELEBRATING THE CRACK EPIDEMIC OF THE 80'S LIKE SOME DO!! WERE BRING BACK THAT FASHION OF THAT POINT & TIME...(SOME GUY MADE A COMMENT ABOUT THAT EARLIER..SMH) AND IF U LOOK AT IT I WEAR 2DAYS FASHIONS AND THE ONLY REAL 80'S THING I DO IS WEAR SOME DOOR KNOCKERS, AND A ROPE CHAIN, I HARDLY WEAR A ROPE ANYMORE BUT I WILL ALWAYS LOVE THAT.. BUT BRANCH OFF U MIGHT COME OUT WITH SOMETHING DOPE & TRENDY. NOT TO TOOT MY OWN HORN OR ANYTHING BECAUSE I AM BLESSED TO HAVE PEOPLE TAKE FROM MY STYLE. I AM A SKATEBOARDER, I PRACTICE RIGHT IN HARLEM AS MUCH AS I CAN. I WORE CARGO SHORTS TO KEEP MY LEGS LOOSE WHEN I TRY TO DO TRICKS, AND I THOUGHT THEY WERE PRETTY DOPE...LOL...NEXT THING I KNO I SEEN BIG HAIR UNDER HATS, CARGO SHORTS, AND ROPE CHAINS RUNNIN ALL THRU HARLEM!1 I WAS SO TOUCHED BECAUSE I KNO I BROKE THAT IN AND IT WAS BEAUTIFUL I THANK EVERY PERSON ON A DAILY BABSIS WHO THINKS IM COOL AND THAT MAY WANT TO TAKE A LITTLE FROM MY IMAGE.


BEIN THE ONLY GIRL IN MY NEIGHBORHOOD GROWIN UP SURROUNDED BY GIRLS WHO NORMALLY WOULD MUCH RATHER WEAR SKIRTS, HEELS 3 INCHES & BETTER WAS ODD AT 1ST BUT AS I GOT OLDER I REALIZED I ALWAYS BEEN DIFFERENT SO IT WAS JUST A MATTER OF FINDING MY LANE AND RIDING IT WELL.. YOU CAN GO TO MY MYSPACE PAGE AND SEE MY BABY PIC WHEN I WAS LIKE 2 THAT RIGHT THERE CAN TELL U I WAS ALWAYS ON THE OPPOSITE SIDE OF THE "NORMAL" TRACK...LMAO..THATS Y I ENCOURAGE ALL WEATHER FASHION, MUSIC, OR HOBBIES TO DO WAT U WANNA DO..BUT NEVER, AND I MEAN NEVER THIS RULE HAS BEEN IN AFFECT FOR YEARS, DO NOT TRY TO BE SUMTHIN YOUR NOT!! IT ONLY TAKES AWAY FROM YOURSELF...BELIEVE THAT....


I WANNA FINISH OFF WITH THIS FUNNY VIDEO..I HAVE A FRIEND FROM BACK IN MY HOMETOWN IN HARLEM WHO HAS A HUNGER FOR THE RAP THING BUT HE'S ORIGINALLY A PRODUCER. HIS NAME IS "FAT DIDD", HE MAY REMIND YOU OF BIGGIE, OR RICK ROSS BECAUSE OF HIS LOOK, BUT HE HAS HIS OWN STYLE.. HE RECORDED A SONG TITLED "CHAIN GO BLING"..LOL..ITS CUTE, HE RECORDED A YOUTUBE VIDEO IN A MIAMI HOTEL ROOM WITH HIS FELLAS IN WHICH THEY ALL HAVE A CREW CALLED "MOST HATED" THOSE ARE MY BIG BROTHERS..THIS VIDEO CRACKS ME UP.HERE'S THE LINK TO THE VIDEO I CANT SEEM TO POST IT UP...SMH http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pZUv0xuJteE.CHECK IT OUT..I LOVE YOU GUYS SEE YOU 2MORROW BRIGHT & EARLY....